Everyone I know is married and popping babies out... mmm... makes me wonder what is wrong with me? Or should I be wondering what the hell is wrong with the world??
Surely there is more to life? Surely people want more from life than marriage, confinement and families?
I will admit I too some days (not too many a month) want a big wedding, babies and a stable home life... then I realise I have dreams- wants- desires and a need for more!
Yes- I know this is not new to you (whoever is reading this), but I have considered taking off my engagement ring if it means people will stop asking me "when is the wedding?". Sad how society expects life to walk a certain path.
I see myself working in Paris within the next two years, possibly within the next five years Francois and I would then start a family... not neccessarily being married ...but having a baby does not mean I have to be married, neither does it mean the end of my life...
I wish for society to leave me alone and let me be. Let me have the life I deem "ordinary" in my terms, let me define what is normal, what is right and what is a timeous occurance.
That is all.
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