My piece of peace

I find myself having to please so many people
Having to give so much of myself
Feeling lost in the devilish demand of work and people at work
I need to find my peace

I have lost something
Something I cherished
Freedom
Ground
Excitement

How do I acquire a small piece of silence to bring my peace back?

I know this blog is suppose is to be about finding my zen and my voice- but I feel like I have lost that too. ...

Need a new venture.... besides studies, gym, running a household, planning my wedding....
Need excitement at work- something new... not a new CLIENT or more work.... just something new. ...

I need to brave the world and find something that I can immerse myself in.... regain passion, acquire patience and move on in my life. I feel like I am stagnating and it is killing me! The routine and regular clients and the regular job which is PR is bliss.... maybe enough to sustain me for another year... but the question here is:

How do I find a place in this world where I fit in, a place that provides peace...silence...soul enriching experiences...no political bullshit!....and just provides motivation and happiness....

Do I start with myself? The only reliable thing- which comes with a guarantee?

mm.

I demand a lot of others, perhaps, but they demand more